Sunday, April 08, 2007

of chessiness and stress.

another week and still it hasnt gotten better.
so to cry it all out makes one a stronger person?
it felt good, but im not sure about the stronger person part.

Cel said that "we all gave our 'firsts' to each other."
haha dont ask me why but i felt the arms of this blanket of friendship and love enveloping me when she said that.
ok, so cheeeessssssyyyyyyyy.

i was wrong(?)
(nevermind if you dont get it.)

i love Cel,
i love Vivien,
i love Jess!

and i love my ballers who never cease to put a smile on my face!

somehow i find in them a friendship i know i cant and wont get anywhere else.
i really cherish the moments we spend together.
they're ending soon-
once we step down.
i hope not.
if not for stupid A levels-
i know i'll really miss them.

i know, i know im spouting incoherent-like sentences.

sssssssttttttttttttttttttrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssss.

i hope next week will be better.
the pressure's building, no HAS already built up, the dam has burst, and now its time to start over.

wish me a better week anyone?

oh blah.

the unkindest cut of all @ 1:41 PM