Thursday, February 15, 2007

the flu is getting worse and worse.
and some happy valentines' we had yesterday, losing to YJ by some 30+ points.
and WE ARE SUPPOSEDLY OF THE SAME SKILL LEVEL.

stupid la.
i dont want to play anymore.
im lousy and i suck.
i cant seem to get anything right.
i cant attack,
i dont know where my defence and will to carry on has gone.
some captain i am.
how underserving i am of that title.

there are times i wish i could just quit.
save us all the embarrassment of losing badly during the tournament.
we barely have a training where there'a full strength in mumbers.
only 2 trainings this year,
2 freaking trainings where all 10 J2s were present.
so tell me, how the hell are we supposed to train and be ready for the tournament coming March?

ha.
maybe the only way to get a 100% commited team is to have "Mrs Ong-like" trainings.

and yet,
maybe not.

literature night tonight.

I DONT WANT TO BE SICK ANYMORE! =(

the unkindest cut of all @ 2:11 PM