Thursday was a bad day.
the initial shopping high with Cel and Jess disappeared, replaced with self disappointment from basketball.
it was the first time since i started basketball that, halfway through the friendly with the J2s, i didnt want to
BE there, i didnt want to play.
i just felt useless on court doing nothing to contribute to my team.
the realization startled me.
and Clarice had to tell us that we didnt seem to want to win and play badly.
i went home feeling pretty down and depressed.
yesterday started out pretty badly.
was supposed to meet Jess at Kovan at 11 and as usual she was late, by half an hour.
i knew it was going to happen but still i was really pissed at her and just kept my mouth shut.
i was still upset over Thursday and her being late,
AS ALWAYS, really got me mad.
and i guess i took it out on her.
Jess said she as terrified and didnt dare talk to me.
i was messaging SJ (we were supposed to meet him after his Geo lessons) and telling him how angry i was with Jess. (he's also a victim of her lateness)
and Jess was telling him how scared she was that i was mad.
haha.
anyway, i cooled down and explained myself to Jess.
and i told her that i could have blasted her right off, so wasnt it better that i kept my mouth shut?
and Jess said that she'd rather have me blast her and that we'd get somewhere.
anyway, the day got better.
we met SJ and made our way to Escape.
we had fun there though it was raining relentlessly at first.
thank God the rain stopped or there'd be no more SJP with no Sarah.
haha.
they were like "see.. waste money!"
hey, but it was SJ's idea to go to Escape in the first place!
we played on till 7 plus before we went to Jess's house for dinner.
as always, we had a feast!
and then we were taloking, crapping and playing.
well.. we do that everytime we get together anyway.
haha.
Sarah hereby proclaims that she..
LOVES JESS AND SJ!they made my day!
SJP will rock on forever! =)
edit:
SJ was being especially
niang yesterday! it was raining when we first got there and he was like
"umbrella! umbrella! my hair! my hair!" and really. he walked around with
MY umbrella while Jess and i walked in the rain!
i was initially afraid, but the "gold" cart (haha Jess..) ride was really fun! could feel the adrenelin rush and all.
but maybe it was just Escape, we wanted to escape from Escape after only a few hours.
i wish we had a better theme park with more challenging and exhilerating rides!
i'd have all the fun in the world!
and this is totally random, but it's really dreary now and i want the sun!