Thursday, September 07, 2006

what you will.

i saw this on joyce's blog
"sometimes, beaches are a bad place to go cos they rake up the past."

you know what?
forget beaches.
everywhere is a bad place when you're in a terrible mood.
you want to feel better, these stupids things start dragging you down and you feel a hundred times worse.


and you know what?
i'm wasting my time.
seriously, someone, tell me i'll pass my promos.
someone tell me that i already have a life made.
so then i can stop, take a breath.
slow down.


you know,
stupid people like me really aren't made to study.
not made to succeed.
not made to be anything to anything or anyone.


im writing rubbish here.
i feel like shit.
crap.
blah.


i guess it ends here.
i guess this is how shallow it all really is.


and to answer joyce's question: "memories are short-lived. only photos last"
i believe in memories.
so what if damn photos capture the moment?
they're just frozen in time.
memories make memories come alive.

but are the memories strong enough to make the photos last?
are the captured moments forever?


and i'll do the 7 random things some other time.

the unkindest cut of all @ 12:27 AM