contempt loves the silence ;

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

oh the dark clouds and the rain

May Koh is really.. scary and unapproachable.

i now have many queries about my EOM and InR but yet i do not dare seek her help.

she'll probably blast me again.

not give me a chance to speak again.

not try to understand again.

and by the time she stops to let me speak, i'd be too.. bothered by what she has probably hurled at me.

my group's WR is in a mess.

and i dont know what to do.

so here, we can already envision my PW result.

the light (what light?) at the end of the tunnel is dimming and is fading to dark.

oh hoho.

everyday is lived because it has to be lived.

something random:

sunday, at church, during sunday school, we were talking and it suddenly occured to us that quite a number of suicides have taken place recently.

i said that i'd rather die by an overdose of whatnot.

Rachel and Cel both said that they'd rather jump.

and we went on discussing about how the effectiveness of a jump is affected different circumstances.

but i still insisted that i'd rather die of an overdose.

haha.

look at all the suicides.

i guess this reflects how our society goes now huh?

i wont start a long drawn entry about suicide because believe me, there will probably be more reason to die than to live.

or maybe it's just me with the dark clouds hanging over my head.

the unkindest cut of all @ 12:26 AM

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